Fifty One Fifty


Sometimes crazy is a label that the average put on the exceptional – Kanye West

SHE walks into the room, and every one lays eyes on her. Not the eyes of admiration but of intimidation. She feels their energy so heavily. Her face so heavenly.


Her emerald green eyes, they aim to hypnotize. Her lustrous indigo hair blows and caresses against her olive complexion.  She dons a nude silky cloak accented by a pearl necklace. Under it she hides her voluptuousness.


She’s like a fine tuned violin. Concerto No. 5 in a major, W.A. Mozart. She’s major. But still, the spectators are unjust. They are relentless, as all that they see is a woman on a mission making love to her vision. It’s not enough. They want a piece of her. They want what she’s got. Although she’s within spitting distance, she’s fathomless. It drives them crazy to figure out her crazy. And so let it be. She’s 5150.


And in her mind, she’s contemplating,  “please let me flee,” and her steps, they become so hastily. There’s nothing they can do to stop her, because she’s a vivid dream. Sweet serenity. Why can’t they let her be? Her soul pries for the most intimate nights, when the moon shines and the sky cries. She just wants to be free. As her eyes close and her hips move, she dances to the vibe of the darkest night.


Funny, her words mesmerize anyone around, but she doesn’t make a sound. Crazy. You would think she was speaking Swahili, by the way her tongue flows so freely.

Yet, her tongue is only used to kiss her fate. She knows where she’s going. She knows she been mourning. But no more. No longer will she be 5150 to a broken society. She’s got her own you see. Her eyes reflect a gleaming sea so stunningly beautiful, that you would drown into her only to realize she’s just an illusion. She’s the national anthem that we all recite yet we never knew. She’s fantasia with a twist of impromptu.


She is FAITH

May faith be with you, wherever you go. May you have faith in all that you do. May you find faith in your fate. May your faith be your own 5150, for it’s only something that you can see. Faith is only something you can be.  Faith is only something you can dream.


You need a little bit of insanity to do great things – Henry Rollins

“A Course in Miracles tells us that ‘there is no such thing as a faithless person.’ Faith is an aspect of consciousness. We either have faith in fear or we have faith in love, faith in the power of the world or faith in the power of God.”

Excerpt From: Williamson, Marianne. “A Return to Love.”


Be crazy enough to know you can do anything you want in life


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Currently listening to:

Damien Marley – Stoney Hill 

Lana Del Rey – Lust For Life 

Troy Boi and Father Dude – Spirit of the Night 

Mozart – Concerto  No. 5

French Montana – Jungle Rules 

Author: mikhailachristian

I believe that if you desire to achieve optimum health and co-create a sustainable planet, then living a conscious lifestyle is a must.

7 thoughts

  1. “A Course in Miracles” is a great book beauty, and you are beautiful inside and out. Loved your writing, love seeing you grow.

  2. I definitely see much more than just a naturally physically outstandingly by far the most courageous woman on a mission making love to her vision,

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